"Life" [11-13-07]

Sometimes it's like i'm walking on thin ice, Affraid of hurting peoples feelings, scared of letting then down.Careing more for others than myself. Sometimes it's like being a radio. Changing to please them. Easily being turned off. Everything hear unclear. Sometimes it's like a nightmare. Falling off cliffs, running from something horrible, having no clue what it is or why you're running. Not knowing if you'll ever wake up. Sometimes it's like being phobic. People everywhere! Their words crushing you; no space, no air, no escape. Sometimes it's like like life has a mind of its own. It lives itself. Goes by so quicklyyou can't remember a thing. Sometimes it's like people screaming inside your head. " You're not good enough!" "You won't get anywhere!" "You'll end up being exactly like her!" Sometimes it's like love isn't even half of it. Like it's just a word; just a feeling. And feelings change, and people change, but that word stays the same. And the fact that people use it like that's all it will ever be, just a word. Sometimes it's like a poem can solve everything. Spilling words out on simple paper. All confused in your head, running down your arm to your hand. A weight lifted off your shoulders. Then, all done..fin. And you realize; it doesn't matter how many times you vent through a pen. There will always be sometimes, and a lot of sometimes only adds up to one all-the-time.

nintendo with a baseboard

wake me up from this life long coma.

remind me from time to time,

that there's more to life than dieing.

Love came make or break a heart. It's a matter of time before it all falls apart. Take a stand, believe in what you can. Because in no time, they'll take it all away. Every dream you've ever had, every wish you've ever made. Like they never existed anyways.

i'm a silly song writer with a heart of gold.

my life's like a card game &

you can't make me fold.

I've got every intention of ruling this world. With a smile on my face and a really cool chord!

just try and wake me up

from this life long coma.

i'm trying to understand now,

that there's more to life than dieing.

I'm an unexperienced kid who lacks common sense, but there's nothing stoping me from jumping over that fence. Splitting headaches and skinned up knee's, i've done it all so there's nothing left to seize.

Song of the Century [too good to be true]

take me to my last g'bye.

i'll fix it up, don't say g'night.

no more g'nights.

when you breakdown,
no one understands.
when you take down,
all the barriers that surround;
the weakness of your heart.
you can't go back, there's no
going back to the start.

can you, find a moment
to forget all the pasts. find
a moment when your heart
beats so fast. you can't stand
to be around me, you can't
stand to be around me, anymore.

take me to my last g'bye.

i'll fix it up, don't say g'night.

no more g'nights.

there's moments in your life
you may regret. moments you
may want to forget. but later on
when they come running back.
you'll do it all the same.
so how will you react?

"broken hearts beat faster mended."
so why do i feel no beat at all?
take me back i'll find where it landed.
but maybe not, it was such a great
fall..

take me back to my last g'bye.

i'll fix it up, don't say g'night.

no more g'nights; i can't say

g'night again..

*; choices! [08-22-07]

you ask me why i care so much. it's not a choice i can make. if you want to know the truth; if i could choose. . . i would careless! it would make me the happiest to not want to know what you think about all the time. i would love to not worry about if you're ohkay, who you're with or why you never call. you think i do it because i want to; you're so fucking conceited! build a bridge and fucking jump off of it because you are not that special. . . see, if i actually believed that i wouldnt write this now would i. i want to believe it, i would choose to believe it. but in life, you can;t always make choices.

<3 Baja; [08-22-07]

I'm guessing there comes a time in everyone's life when they feel it can't get any better or it can;t get any worse. Usually it does end up getting worse though. Which I find a little funny. Ecstacy is a feeling I long for, not the drup, that feeling when you have no more worried, no more cares. You can just be happy without having to feel bad about it. Having that feeling radiate through you, so the whole world can feel it too. I'm guessing it would feel alot like a first love. I wouldn't know that though. Yet, atleast.

Lost Romance [ 08-21-07]

the thing about being "young and inlove" is that you actually are "too" young to be inlove. it's stupid to me. people tell you that you're not old enough to know what 'real' love is. but that it totally not true. in my opinionm you know what true love is when you're born, maybe even before. sometimes you just find the wrong love. you could even love someone so much, that you couldn't stand to be with them because if something goes wrong, it could hurt too much to lose them. and others are just too scared. that's totally understandable. the sad thing to me is that when people are too scared for too long. they waste away their everything just because they're affraid of a little risk. they go so long without it that they lose the romance in themselves, the love. it's hard not to be scared, i know. but sometimes you just need to let go...

For You..

My love for you could write a song,
it could build a bridge from
here to china and back 1,000 times.

My love for you could write a series
of novels from one to infinity and
all would end in happily ever after.

My love for you could feed Africa;
it could clothe it, it could cure it,
it could give them happiness,
beyond satisfaction.

My love for you could stop a war.
It could restore peace to every country
and still have time for little arguements.

My love for you could make one cry,
it could make them laugh, it could
make them believe.

My love for you could stop the rain,
it could start the rain.
My love for you can change the world.

My love for you will live forever.
Our love together will live for eternity.
[04-24-08]