*; choices! [08-22-07]

you ask me why i care so much. it's not a choice i can make. if you want to know the truth; if i could choose. . . i would careless! it would make me the happiest to not want to know what you think about all the time. i would love to not worry about if you're ohkay, who you're with or why you never call. you think i do it because i want to; you're so fucking conceited! build a bridge and fucking jump off of it because you are not that special. . . see, if i actually believed that i wouldnt write this now would i. i want to believe it, i would choose to believe it. but in life, you can;t always make choices.